Reflecting this morning on this crazy adventure I’ve had in life… The ups, downs and inbetweens… This was me in 2002 in London England. I had gone there for the summer with my BFF Greg to kick around Europe and to clear my thoughts on what my next steps in life needed to be.
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You see – at that time I was getting ready to step out of a 13 year career in Adult Entertainment. I was at the peak of it – but wanted out. I was real smiley on the outside, and inside the pain was crushing.
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Then I woke up one day and said if anything is going to change in my life – I have to be the one to change it.
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So not long after this picture was taken – I did my last show in a bar in England. I was covered in pearls and sequins and it was the last time I stripped and stepped away for good. For me – I had to quit to maintain my sanity.
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We all have things in our life we would like to change. I still have loads of things in my life I’d like to change, my life isn’t perfect, but these days I try to see the positive in everything.
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But here is the deal. You can’t just make a decision then not do anything. You have to take that decision and put it into action. You have to take the steps necessary to make the changes in your life.
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And you CAN do it! Take it from me. When you decide to make a change no matter what and do the work necessary no matter how hard it is, you will see how much your life will turn around.
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xoxo Sandi
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