Today is the day! 26 YEARS OF SOBRIETY. I walked into my first 12 step meeting in Mexico City with a baseball cap on, a huge hangover from the night before and a desire to change my life. I was breaking apart on the inside. The adult entertainment industry was breaking me down. Sad, lonely, and always had a drink in my hand.
Then – I made one decision to change. And it changed my ENTIRE life. It took quite a few years after to leave the industry but with my sobriety I was able to survive it.
I was just thinking how grateful I am to #1 – still be alive. #2 that I have my sobriety. #3 to finally at 51 be a mom. I am so blessed to have the life I fought for and dreamed of.
Here is a podcast I was interviewed on recently that tells some history of how I got sober and all the deets on what’s happening now: (link in profile too)
Friends – a word from me today… Don’t give up on your dreams. If something is holding you back GET HELP. NEVER GIVE UP. Keep on going. You CAN do it!! No matter what has happened in your life. No matter how many obstacles seem to be in your way. KEEP AT IT. The world needs something that YOU have inside of you. That only YOU can contribute. Sort through what that is and GO FOR IT.